Well-being & Fitness

Tea Time

Hot Tea

Hot Tea

I love tea.  Except for Diva Dolores, I know no one else who collect teapots and tea as much as I.  I drink hot tea and iced tea, fermented tea or green tea, plain or sweet.  I use teabags or loose tea, tea machines (like the one by Mr. Coffee), Mrs. Tea,  or plain pots.  What I don’t drink: canned or bottled tea, instant tea, flavored teas (unless I do the flavoring), or sun tea.

The British have the right idea. Tea time. I practice tea time in my home, although I live in the United States. It’s a wonderful custom that I’ve embraced for many years.

I was delighted to learn that my favorite beverage is also healthful. Tea, either black or green, contains antioxidants. ‘Nuff said. Since I usually drink mine black, it’s also low calorie.  But I am particular about how I brew my tea.  Done right, it’s delicious.  Done wrong, it can be nasty tasting.  Here are some tips for brewing the perfect pot of tea.

  1. Use filtered water. Chemicals and minerals can react to the tannins in tea.
  2. Heat water to just boiling. (190° is perfect)
  3. Warm your teapot by rinsing with some of the boiling water.
  4. Add tea bags to your teapot, approximately 1 bag per cup of tea (or equivalent amount loose tea in an infuser)
  5. Pour hot water over the tea.
  6. Brew for 3-5 minutes (green tea 2-3 minutes). If you let the tea steep longer, it may become bitter.
  7. Remove tea bags or infuser.
  8. Pour tea into cups, and serve.  Add lemon, sweetener, and/or milk if you prefer.
  9. Enjoy!

Iced Tea

  1. Brew following steps 1-7 for hot tea but double the amount of tea bags or loose tea.
  2. (optional)  Dissolve sugar according to taste in the hot tea.
  3. Mix the hot tea with equal amounts of cold water and/or ice.
  4. Pour over ice in glasses and serve plain or with lemon wedges and/or sprigs of mint.

But the easiest way to keep a pitcher of ready-to-drink iced tea in your refrigerator is by using an iced tea maker. With measurements on the side of the pitcher, and an automatically timed heating and brewing cycle, these handy appliances produce perfectly brewed iced tea every time.

Mr. Coffee Iced Tea Maker

Mr. Coffee Iced Tea Maker

To avoid cloudy tea, allow your pitcher of iced tea to cool to room temperature before placing it in the refrigerator.

If tea isn’t your cup of tea, try making it following the above directions. It could be you’ve never had properly brewed tea. Or it could be you drank tea made from water with too many chemicals.

I have to stop writing now. It’s time for my morning cup!

Diva Cheryl, who never developed a taste for coffee

November is National Lung Cancer Awareness Month…

Over 200,000 people will be told they have lung cancer this year.  It is the leading cause of death from cancer in both men and women; more people die of lung cancer every year than from colon, prostate and breast cancers combined.  Lung cancer makes up 12% of all cancer cases and causes 29% of all cancer deaths in the United States. [1]

The number of men who die from lung cancer has decreased since 1991 while deaths from lung cancer in women have gone up.  However, in the past three years, the death rate for women from lung cancer has leveled off.  We could save future generations from this disease if we invest now in research and education about lung cancer.

This hard-to-detect disease can be largely contributed to first and secondhand tobacco smoke exposure.  For that reason, lung cancer is considered to be a preventable cancer for most people.  It is not common in people younger than age 45, but the smoking and exercise habits of our children and young adults directly impact their likelihood to develop this disease later in life. 

Take a stand on your quality of life - and the lives of those you love!  Take good care of yourself - you are the only one who can!!!  Be well.



[1] Statistics from the American Cancer Society, 2007

Oil Crisis?

Diva Cheryl doesn’t blog about anything economic or political, so you know this isn’t about fuel. My oil crisis concerns cooking oils. I’ve researched and studied all fats, trying to choose what’s best for my family’s health. Which oils lower cholesterol, which raise the good (HDL) cholesterol, etc. I think I finally have it figured out, so I’m sharing my findings with you.

First, why worry about it at all, especially if you cook without oil? Well, cooking without any oil isn’t so good for you, either. A little fat in our diets is necessary, a source of vitamin E. As long as we don’t overdo the fats, we should have some each day; but be selective. Make your fat a MUFA if possible (MonoUnsaturated FAt).

If you understand cholesterol, skip the next two paragraphs. If you don’t, don’t expect a thorough explanation. All I know is, cholesterol is responsible for the buildup in the arteries that can lead to cardiovascular disease. I nursed my sister back to health after bypass surgery. I have two friends partially paralyzed from a stroke. Trust me, you don’t want cardiovascular disease.

Experts tell us to keep the total cholesterol number below 200, but that’s not enough. You should strive for a strong HDL/LDL ratio, which means your HDL (good) cholesterol should be at least 40 (or 50 if you’re a woman) and your LDL (Harmful) cholesterol should be less than 100. Then there are triglycerides, another number affecting your cardiovascular health. Triglycerides build from an excess of calories in our diet, especially sugar and fat.

I knew that saturated fat raises cholesterol. It raises total cholesterol, LDL, and HDL. I figure that’s a bad thing. But what are the alternatives? Monounsaturated oil? Polyunsaturated oil? Trans fat? Until recently, no one realized that trans fats are actually worse for you than saturated fat. Why? Because while trans fat (anything hydrogenated or partially hydrogenated) raises total cholesterol and LDL, it lowers HDL! That’s the one form of cholesterol you want to raise.

Now it’s clear, right? Eat butter, not shortening. Lard isn’t looking as bad all of a sudden, which is wonderful for pie crusts. There’s no better fat for a good, crispy pie crust than lard. Yum yum. But I digress. Obviously, you want to choose a fat that lowers your cholesterol (or at least has a neutral effect). So what is it? Monounsaturates or polyunsaturates?

Not so fast. Remember those pesky triglycerides? We still need to monitor the total fat we consume, and make sound choices. While I won’t refuse the occasional piece of pie, I want to focus on the good oils in my cooking. So what are good oils?

Polyunsaturated fats are better than saturated fats because they lower cholesterol. Unfortunately, they may lower HDL, too. Polyunsaturated fats are still not the most healthful.

Monounsaturates, however, appear to be on the opposite end of the health spectrum from trans fats. Monounsaturated oils (which include olive oil, safflower oil, and canola oil) lower total cholesterol, lower LDL cholesterol, and either raise or maintain HDL cholesterol! What more could we ask for? That settles it for me. I’m a monounsaturated cook from now on! But which are the best?

My sister sent me a cartoon of two bottles of olive oil side by side. The first bottle is labeled “Extra Virgin Olive Oil.” The other bottle’s label reads “Not virgin but has a heart of gold olive oil.” All right, so it’s a romance novelist’s joke. It’s cute, but it also makes a point about all the choices we have to make regarding cooking oils. Extra Virgin or Virgin? Full-bodied or Light? Refined? Cold Pressed? Organic? Not all olive oils are created equal. Just remember, you can’t go wrong with extra virgin, cold pressed. Cold-pressed means no heat or chemicals are used in extracting the oil. It’s expensive, but you shouldn’t go cheap on cooking oil (unless you’re deep frying a turkey, but that falls into the lard-in-the-pie crust area, an infrequent indulgence).

If you watch Rachael Ray, you know she uses EVOO (Extra Virgin Olive Oil) for most of her cooking. EVOO is a good choice unless you’re cooking at high temperatures or are baking. I bake with canola oil (No, it’s not dangerous, regardless of the hoaxes flooding our e-mail Inboxes). Canola oil is high in alpha-linolenic acid, an omega-3 fat. Choose organic if you’re concerned about possible exposure to pesticides.

But my new favorite oil is Safflower oil. Why? Its mild flavor, versatility, and health benefits make it a good multi-purpose monounsaturated oil. It is the most healthful oil of all, having tested well in lowering LDL and raising HDL. I use it for sautéing and in salad dressings. When possible, I buy the “expeller processed” variety because the method is without the use of chemicals.

There is a product out now called Enova® that is 80% diglycerides. The body doesn’t absorb as much diglycerides as it does triglycerides, so this may make it the healthiest oil of all. I’ve tried two bottles of it. It is versatile and holds up to higher temperatures, but I prefer the taste of Safflower oil. For more on Enova® visit their website at http://www.enovaoil.com/ .

For those times when you have to have the taste of butter, try melting a tablespoon of butter with a tablespoon of a monounsaturated oil. I do this for Shrimp Scampi, and it tastes great.

I do hope I’ve demystified the subject of cooking oils. At least now you can say when it comes to oil, you know the drill.

Do the Hustle!

Okay, when someone says, “The Hustle,” what comes to mind?

You probably imagine a line dance. People stepping forward and back, spinning, twirling, and pointing in the air to the beat of Van McCoy’s song, The Hustle, right?

Well, there’s another kind of hustle dance that’s gaining momentum. It’s the fast and furious, all-drama, Latin-swing ballroom kind done by couples dancing with all the passion and lust that would make ice burst into flames.

Hustle dancing is hot and so are hustle-dancing clubs and championships. Hustle dance is for the young and old (and probably anyone who loves the show Dancing with the Stars). It’s fun and can be done in night clubs, salsa clubs, and yes, even at weddings.

Today, the Hustle has various names. You have the three-count hustle, hustle ballroom style, hustle Latin dance, hustle night club style, and of course, everyone’s classic favorite, hustle disco.

Inspired? Want to take a whirl? Search the terms (i.e, on Google) “Hustle dance,” “Hustle club,” or even “Hustle lessons” to find venues in your area. For a look-see at hustle dancing, search “hustle dance” on You Tube or check out the fun hustle dance web site of the International Hustle Dance Association.

For now, enjoy the feverish, sultry moves in the Hustle videos below, not to mention a bonus video demonstration of the original Hustle line dance. After all, if you want to flash back to the 70s with the original Hustle line dance, then be my guest. And if you really want to do the rolling grapevine, followed by the eggbeater, then the Travolta, and lastly, the chicken, then who am I stop you? Silver platform shoes optional.

DivaKimbling
The Quest for the Holy Veil

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Jean Nidetch’s Weight Watchers®

While talking with my sister about weight loss products and dieting, I made the remark, “I wish I had the old, original Weight Watcher’s Plan, the one Jean Nidetch developed with the help of physicians and nutritionists, back before she sold the franchise to Heinz Corporation.”  I forgot about the conversation until days later, when I received an e-mail telling me that my copy of Jean Nidetch: WEIGHT WATCHERS COOK BOOK ©1966 had been shipped.  My sister had found the book for me on eBay, and  I’m sure she paid more than the $4.95 cover price! Bless her heart, she’d granted my wish. Sisters are like that. :D

I’ve enjoyed reading every page, and I’ve not been disappointed.  Some of Nidetch’s original ideas (no cereal) have resurfaced in The South Beach Diet Phase I, and other plans.  Others (eating 5 servings of organ meats per week) would make most cardiologists cringe.  But you know what?  I still prefer her original plan to today’s “anything goes” points system.  For the most part, it’s basic stuff from grade school health class, requiring lots of vegetables, fish, fruit, and milk but not much starchy food or fat.

For those of you too young to remember the ’60s, Jean Nidetch’s biography is an inspiring success story.  She didn’t start out to build a franchise empire.  All she wanted to do was wear a size 12.  Always overweight, she was a self-described “compulsive eater” obsessed with thoughts of cookies.  In 1961, she enrolled in a ten week weight loss program at the New York City Board of Health and lost twenty pounds.  Determined to continue losing weight, she stuck to the eating plan and continued to lose weight.  Soon she lost her resolve and enthusiasm and worried that she couldn’t stay the course.  So when six obese friends asked her for her menus from the program, she invited them to her home for a meeting.  That small meeting evolved into  weekly support meetings. By 1963, she had incorporated, and Weight Watchers® became one of the most famous support groups in the world.

Why do I prefer her plan over today’s version?  I guess I’m one who needs structure to my meal planning.  If you’re going to stay thin and healthy, you don’t get to eat everything you want.  No matter what spin the various diet plans put on it, that’s the bottom line.  Nidetch says no to some beloved foods but requires so many others, I hardly notice.  You must eat fish five times a week, you must eat three servings of fruit a day (and one must be either an orange or a grapefruit, for vitamin C), you must eat two servings of milk a day, etc.

I found a lot of good recipes in the book, dishes that are “retro” by today’s standards but still yummy.  For instance, here’s a recipe that’s easy and healthful (but not low in cholesterol!):

CHICKEN-LIVER KEBABS

1 pound chicken livers
8 cherry tomatoes
1½-inch squares of green pepper
2 Tablespooons Worcestershire sauce

Cut chicken livers in half; snip out any veiny parts or skin with scissors. Thread long thin skewers this way: Chicken liver half, cherry tomato, chicken liver half, pepper square, chicken liver half.  Allow about ¼ inch between each. Place on rack in broiler pan; brush with part of the Worcestershire sauce. Broil, 6 inches from heat, 7 minutes; turn. Brush with remaining Worcestershire sauce, then continue broiling 7 minutes, or until done as you like it.  Two dinner servings: meat and limited vegetable.

There are some rules I don’t understand.  For instance, why are onions limited?  Why is canned salmon in Group A (A minimum of 5 servings per week) but fresh salmon is limited (Group B)?  In the Rules for Using Meat and Poultry, skinless white meat of chicken is limited, yet it’s the staple of most diets today.  No wonder we ate so much tuna when we dieted back in the day! Finally, why are mature green beans a limited vegetable, yet young, French cut green beans are unlimited?  Only one limited vegetable is allowed per day, and it must be eaten at dinner.

Yes, the plan seems a bit too structured, but it works because it is a plan.  If you follow Nidetch’s original program, you won’t need a multi-vitamin or mineral supplement, and you won’t need antacids or laxatives. The book has lists for guidance and food sheets for accountability.  It works better for me than knowing that eight Tostito Corn Chips equals one point.

But that’s just me.

Cheryl, a W.W. life member from the old days

Diva Cheryl reading the book

Diva Cheryl reading the book

Embrace Clarity, Release Confusion

Times are tough and from appearances they’re about to get tougher.  But here’s the thing:
Times have always been tough.  At no time in recorded history has life been a cake-walk for anyone anywhere.  Everyone has challenges and they either rise to meet them or they don’t.
This is today’s position.  Whether you’re talking about on the governmental front or the front centering on your personal life.  We all have challenges.
And so it’s important to keep those challenges in perspective.  To stay calm and clearheaded, because the absence of calm is anxiety and the absence of being clearheaded is being mired in confusion.
Anxious and confused isn’t the best frame of mind or state of being for making the decisions required of us to rise and meet our challenges.

So what can we do to minimize being anxious and maximize clarity?
1.  Take a deep breath. Knee-jerk reactions often create situations where we have to backtrack, regroup, and then step forward again.  So before taking any action, or expressing any reaction, step back, take a couple deep breaths, and absorb the challenge and its tentacles before you allow yourself to react.  An emotional, knee-jerk reaction isn’t in your best interest, so pause and just breathe.
2.  Identify the problem. Not what you’re told it is, or what you think it might be, but the actual problem, which often can be very different from the perception–yours and others.   Explore and get accurately informed.  Once you have, then: stop giving the problem your attention. Don’t fall into the destructive path of pointing fingers and assigning blame.  Instead, be pro-active and constructive.  How?
3.  Focus on the solution. Hammering on a problem doesn’t do a thing to correct the problem.  It doesn’t contribute to a “fix.”  So once you’ve gotten the grasp on the challenge, shift your entire focus to potential solutions.  Explore the possibilities with an open mind.  There are likely several alternatives, several different methods and choices that you can make to meet the challenge.  In order to select the one that offers the greatest positive results, you’ve got to be willing to look at all possible fixes.  So do that.  If you do this, then this happens, or is likely to happen. Choose the solution that offers the greatest benefits to your objectives.
Do this and you’ll see the power of clarity and enjoy the absence of confusion.❖

Blessings,

Diva Vicki

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It’s Not You…It’s Your Bra

Tired of your bras getting all wrinkled and smooshed in the washer and/or drier? How about when your bras get mashed inside your suitcase? Or crumpled in your lingerie drawer?

Well, here is some uplifting information for you. Women are catching onto to these dilemmas and are making various products to support you in your endeavor to take care of your bras and prolong the life of these very important undergarments.

For Traveling

The Bra-g is a playful-looking study holder for your bras while you travel. At about $50, it’s a little on the pricey side, but it is made as compact as possible while able to hold several bras. It also comes in sizes for the more buxom gals. Bra-g also offers bags for other delicates.

Bra Smart for Travel, costing less than $20, is a bright pink travel case that holds several bras and has a compartment for panties too. There’s a third compartment that can hold other bra accessories, such as attachment straps, petals, inserts etc. It comes with a hanger as well.

For Washing and Drying

Brababy is a big plastic ball that holds your bra’s shape when washing and drying. About $20.

Bra Smart drier lets you air dry your bras with a form that holds the bra’s shape as well. About $20.

So new, it isn’t out yet…it’s the BraDryer. If you spend a small fortune on your good, quality bras that you want to keep pristine, be on the lookout for this new technology.

Caring for Your Bra

Here are some other tips for keeping your bras in good shape:

–Avoid wearing the same bra two days in a row. Give your bra time to regain its original elasticity.

–Hand wash your bras with a mild soap. If you do use a washing machine, buy a washing bag to protect your delicates.

–When drying, avoid the drier if possible. Check out the products above to see what is right for you (look for testimonials and ratings). When air drying, using a hair drier can speed up the process.

If you want to keep abreast of newest bra fashions or want more tips to protect your precious cupped undergarments (including bra boxes for your lingerie drawer), check out the blog, I Love My Bra.

–DivaKimbling
The Quest for the Holy Veil, 2007

How to Eliminate Your Enemies

It often seems we’re cornered by those who don’t like how we look, talk, think…well, you name it. We often call them our enemies, and they’ll happily return the favor. There’s nothing good about ‘em, and you can’t trust them at all, the whole lot. Why, the way they think is so inferior, there’s no way you or anyone can get your mind around them.

Well, here’s a way to get rid of them:

First, think about the things they call you and what you call them back. Those names are called “labels.” Get rid of them. It helps. Getting some objectivity works.

Then, find a couple of them who are not your family (yeah, some of them may be family, but remember, you have to practice objectivity first. Family is hard to be objective about. Do it once you get enough practice) and hang out with them every once in a while. Get to know his or her personality on a one-on-one basis. It’s how you get in close.

Do not engage in political talk. Do not try to convince them to be anything other than what they are. Ask questions. Look at what they’re frustrated with or afraid of in every day life. Find out whether their livelihoods are threatened, or have been threatened in the past. Go with them to their churches (or synagogues or mosques) and see what they are involved in, even if you don’t agree with any of it. Do not assume you know what they mean when they say something. Assume the best, and ask if you aren’t sure.

Do not assume you know better how to do their job, use their land, or raise their children. Be aware when you start thinking you do, and try not to give advice unless they ask.

Eat with them. Comfort them when they grieve. Celebrate with them when they experience a joy. Look for times when they love their families and their neighbors. Deliberately look for times when they welcome strangers to their homes and their places of worship. Cultivate patience.

After a while, they stop looking like your enemy and begin to look like human beings, even friends, which is a lot easier to relate to, isn’t it?

Keep Your Chin(s) Up

Keep your chin flexible, too. And don’t forget strong. Stretch it back and forth. And rotate it. Yes, that’s right, we’re talking about toning exercises to reduce that double chin. Remember seeing your grandmother slapping under her chin with the back of her hand to keep it high and tight? She did that for a reason. Two minutes, two times a day might keep the plastic surgeon away.

The sheet of muscles that stretch from your jaw down your neck is called the platysma. This is the muscle group you can target with simple easy daily exercises like Grandma used to do. Proper posture and gentle stretching/strengthening exercises are good ways to keep your chin up, giving you a more youthful appearance without surgery.

 Platysma; from Grey\'s Anatomy Free Domain

The good news is, you can do the toning exercises listed in the websites below without breaking a sweat…and it feels good too!* The exercises are as simple as opening your mouth up as wide as possible and closing it again. Or pressing your palm against your forehead, applying gentle resistance against your head and neck (as long as you don’t have neck problems). Heck, you could do some of these exercises while reading a magazine or watching TV.

AskYahoo offers an explanation about double chins and a few hints and tips to strengthen this area.

Well-being Info explains how to perform such exercises correctly.

Wiki Answers offers additional chin exercises, like, “Tilt your head back sitting in a chair and try to kiss the ceiling…you will feel it work under your chin.” Check them out for more tips.

Other tips for a beautiful neck?

Use makeup to reduce its appearance, such as applying a slightly darker foundation on the double chin.

A fresh hairstyle can help offset/minimize the look of a fuller neck.

Try various types of tops/jackets/sweaters that will help camouflage, offset, or detract from a problem area such as the neck. Pick what’s right for you.

When moisturizing your face, don’t forget the neck! Remember how mother taught you to gently apply the lotion in a light, upward, sweeping motion. Keep everything up, up, up!

Of course, if you want a good read that’s wry and amusing about this particular body part check out the book, I Feel Bad About My Neck by Nora Ephron.

Until next time, keep your chin up and do your exercises. And ah-one-and-ah-two-and-ah-three…

–DivaKimbling
The Quest for the Holy Veil

* Before starting any exercise regime, check with your doctor, especially if you have any conditions that my limit your ability to perform any of the exercises mentioned.

Olympic Silver

Have you been watching the Olympics? I have. Every four years. (And the winter Olympics every other four years. You know what I mean.) I love them, but of course, if I watched all of them, I wouldn’t have gotten anything accomplished the last two weeks. But I did knock myself out to watch the gymnastics—and figure skating is my must watch Winter Olympics sport. This year, both the male and female gymnastics have been inspiring.

Inspiring, awesome gymnastics? No. But inspiring watching the participants? Yes!

The men’s team did a no-one-expected-it, despite-all-adversity, bring-home-a-medal—the Bronze. And there were all around smiles and pure joy.

The women’s team didn’t do a no-one-expected-it, despite-all-adversity, bring-home-the-Gold. And you’d have thought it was a disaster. They were expected to get Silver, and they did. But there were very few smiles. During the medal ceremony, several of the award winners actually looked grim.

Early on, shortly after arriving in Beijing, one of the gymnasts was injured, forcing one of the alternates to step in and compete. Then the first night, the night of the preliminary competition, there were additional set-backs and nerves and errors and mishaps. But both the women’s and men’s teams still made it to the finals. During the finals, there were a few more setbacks, errors and mishaps—and very obvious nerves. But the women still won the the Silver. (And some of the judge’s scores were a little questionable, in my humble and not very expert opinion. But that’s another matter.)

As I watched the disappointed looks on the women’s team faces as the very last moments of the competition played out, I couldn’t help remembering the looks on the men’s teams faces. And I wanted to yell at the girls. I did yell at the TV during the Medal Ceremony. And I wanted them to hear.

Look at what you’ve done, you silly girls. Enjoy it. Celebrate it. Remember how the men’s team celebrated their bronze and enjoy your accomplishments. Enjoy your silver! It’s an amazing accomplishment.”

There are 6 billion, 8 hundred thirty seven million, 4 hundred forty eight thousand—give or take a few hundred or so, people on this planet. Of those 6 billion plus, only 10,500 made it to the Olympics. Of those 10000 plus athletes, only 601 of them will go home with medals of any kind. If I were a statistician, I’d tell you what the odds were for that team even getting there, let alone, winning a medal that marks them as the second best gymnastic team in the world.

In the meantime, as the focus turned to swimming—and the phenomenal, historic success of Michael Phelps—I remembered a bit of trivia from the Olympics four year ago. This year, you didn’t hear the media make much mention of Michael’s “failure” at the games in 2004. Then, as now, he had a shot at winning 8 gold medals. But then, the media focused on his “failure.” He only won six. And to hear the media talk, you’d have thought he was a major loser, even though he was taking home only 6 Gold medals.

I’m a little concerned about how little we all celebrate our triumphs and achievements. How little we pat ourselves on the back. Very few of us will ever do something as impressive as competing to go to the Olympics—let alone make it there. But we do some incredible things that we never give ourselves credit for. We raise kids who graduate from high school. (Look at the numbers of kids who drop out if you don’t think that is an achievement.) We pay our bills—despite the constant drumbeat from the media about how bad the economy is and what someone else should be doing for you. We support the things we believe in and make a difference in our various communities and, in the scheme of things, our world. We show up at work. We meet deadlines. We strive to be good neighbors. We let someone with only one item behind us in the checkout line go in front of us. And sometimes, we even win awards or merit raises or…you fill in the blank with something you’ve achieved recently. I guarantee that if you think of it for a few minutes, you’ll find something you’ve accomplished lately.

Now celebrate it, even if your celebration is only a mental pat on the back and a huge smile.